I haven't been so good about posting on my blog...so much has happened since I last posted I don't even know where to start! I did get some blood work done last week and all my numbers have drastically improved; My blood pressure is 127/63, my weight is down between 55-60lbs depending on the time of day I weigh myself ;), cholestrol levels are all down except for the good one which is up! Triclycerides went from 93 to 87, cholesterol was 181 now its 165, LDL was 114 now it's 98 and my HDL was 48 and now it's 50! My A1C is 6.0 so that's back to the normal level...All this is encouraging and I'm down a full 3 sizes but this size is now getting pretty baggy and I'm thinking I may be down another one very soon!
Somehow I still find myself struggling...I was hoping that as I got my health in good shape along with my booty that I could figure out the messed up way that I think in relation to food and men and relationships and fix it. When does all the junk associated with weight and self-image and boys all just go away? That seems to be the biggest challenge for me and as I get smaller the problems just seem to be escalating rather than diminishing. I find myself dealing with rejection and feeling unloveable either by stuffing or starving.
I am going to try really hard to write more and figure this all out...more to come!
