I have a confession...I hate like a flipping pig last night...I could not stop. I had a nice little dinner and then went home and started working, and eating. I had a 60c pudding cup, then an entire bag of microwave popcorn, then another pudding cup, then some guest cookies that were in my mini-fridge (pirouleenes?) those little round tea cookies, then later two pieces of baby bel cheese and some triscuits and Iced Tea! YIKES! What the hell is wrong with me? Mother Nature decided to pull a fast one on me but really? That isn't a reason to pork out!!! So I sat and contemplated this phenom and really tried to figure out what I was feeling...the answer? Loneliness! Okay so now I need to figure out how to NOT eat when I'm feeling a little lonely. I would love to have a friend to work out with, to call and talk to for hours and go to movies with and I would like for that friend to be a guy. I miss my guy friends! I haven't had a really great one for a few years and I think that would really be cool! Also, another thing I shouldn't say but while I'm confessing I'm going to go ahead...I would really like a Valentine this year, being in Mississippi that isn't going to happen but I can still wish! The last little confession for today is not really a bad thing but in a sense a secret. I found out the times and places for 'The Biggest Loser' Casting Call and I'm going at the end of the month to audition! That's about all for now!
Whew...it feels good to just get that off my chest!
I need to edit myself better...I ATE like a flipping pig...not HATE!
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ReplyDeleteHi Kate, it's Kendra, I don't know why that last comment was posted under my daughter's name but I deleted it so you wouldn't try to figure out who Shayla is.
ReplyDeleteAnyway, I just wanted to say I think you are wonderful and amazing and should be extremely proud of yourself. You have recognized so many things like your loneliness and wanting a guy friend. And I am so excited for you trying out for BL!!! What an amazing experience that would be.
Anyway, just wanted to say hi and that I'm thinking about you.