So, I have got it in my head that I need a work out buddy or a trainer...and since funds are at a low point right now I'm thinkin' a personal trainer is out (unless I can find one that will work for home baked brownies and pretty pictures...) but seriously where in H-Town OR am I going to find a hunk of burning love work out buddy that can inspire and push me towards my goal of losing 100 big ones by the end of summer? I'm thinking a Maks/Kirstie 'Dancing with the Stars' type relationship where I get to work my booty off while being highly motivated by a tall dark handsome man with an accent who has all the right moves! lol...any ideas?
Seriously though I must keep my sense of humor as I struggle through this funk...and a work out buddy would be SWEET! I think I am Finally back on track with the cutting of the carbs and what, you ask triggered that? Getting good and angry and finding some determination inside of me that says 'No matter what obstacles, no matter who doubts me or sabotages me...I WILL do this just to show you I can.'
Still working through all of this and trying to figure it all out, but like my brother told me in a conversation regarding this struggle the other day, "you have to just get to the point where it doesn't matter what happened in the past, you just have to go forward and succeed in spite of all that" and I wholeheartedly agree! This issue will crop up again I'm sure and I will just have to battle right through it and keep on keeping on. This is not a jog around the park but a marathon and the finish line is the day I draw my last breath on earth, NOT when I reach a specific goal...my goal is to have a strong, sexy, beautiful body so that I can have, God-willing, a long, healthy, beautiful life!
So, while I would seriously LOVE to have a work out buddy, preferably a hot guy with an accent, I will continue to desperately pursue my goals and not give up...ever, ever, ever...EVER!
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